Sunday, March 30, 2008
2:42 AM
杨宗纬 - 洋葱作词/作曲:阿信(五月天)
制作人:周佳佑/周恒毅
如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意听你说你和你的他们暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心你会发现
你会讶异 你是我
最压抑最深处的秘密如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪只要你能
听到我看到我的全心全意如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心你会发现
你会讶异 你是我
最压抑最深处的秘密如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心你会鼻酸
你会流泪只要你能
听到我看到我的全心全意你会鼻酸
你会流泪只要你能
听到我看到我的全心全意
虽然做不成情人还是可以做朋友
至少我们还是朋友吧。。。
这是安慰的话,可是也是最伤人的话她从来不了解我心里所有的压抑与痛苦我做的一切换来的是悲伤而需常常以笑脸隐藏自己的痛苦她认为对我有所亏欠,罪恶感只会让我更痛苦。。。希望你能快乐。。。
Saturday, March 29, 2008
11:02 AM
...Really sian... donno y recently very down on my luck zzz firstly tio reject but expected is alright but suddenly mouse spoilt follow by tv then HP then PC then now even car spoilt wat the fuking hell happen zzz damn sux and down on my luck zzz
That razer mouse still alright at least claim warrenty le and get a new 1 settle fast and easy. TV leh still repairing also consider settle le. That bloody hp spoilt then fuking hell ytd send to service centre then say wan the invoice of it then is the fuking part my bro said he give me le but i didnt bloody hell get anything frm him zzz then somemore his PC spoilt then say my fault i didnt even touch his PC then say y fault wtf xia then now he is fuking pissed off how am i going to ask him go up and get a copy of the invoice for me damn it fuking cb xia zzz then juz now i really nth to say usually i open door then help my parents start the car always i did the same thing then knw wat juz now i try to start the car but suddenly cannot start at all then my mum shouted at me who call u go start the car... is like wth i always do so suddenly spoilt also me knn fuking asshole thing damn sux damn irritated everything happen nth is gd, damn it asshole...
Now damn bu shuang feel like shouting all everything out and fuk all these series of unwanted event...
sign off,
loner-y3u
PS:I want back my peaceful life....................
Monday, March 24, 2008
2:31 PM
LOLX haha saw my last chinese entry abit sux i knw xD i feel the same too xD lolx my chinese is getting from gd to very bad lolx but nvm always there is rm for improvement ^^
努力尝试不一定会有结果可是没有尝试就肯定没有结果。
虽然我失败了可是至少我不后悔。。。
This is how I feel now at least wat I gain was a moment of extra care I doesnt knw how long will it last but at least this will become a mark in my life a memory that I will nv forget tt I have really love some1 so much it may not have a very gd ending but at least the process Im happy with it. I knw she might see this and felt guilty abt it but I juz wanna say it wasnt ur fault its juz tt we are juz being put together to brew onli friendship and nth else at the very least we met and I already very happy le. I hope u will find a person tt will nv ever remove ur place at the first place in his heart and being happily together =)
做不成情人朋友也不错。很高兴认识希望能让你快乐,让你不再伤心,痛苦的人会很快出现祝福你=)
sign off,
loner-y3u
喜欢一个人不一定需要能给她幸福的人是自己,只要她幸福谁给她跟本不重要。。。
Sunday, March 23, 2008
3:07 AM
这是第一次的以华文的方式来写部落格^^" 写错字就多多见谅。。。
3月21日
累了一整个晚上可是没收获只抓到了8只螃蟹>.< 有点失望因为Good Friday的关系有很多人在那里当我们抵达时那里已经有很多人了。我们坐着玩牌,聊天,吃东西到早上。我们把美丽日出拍了下来。后来我们就回到了镇鸿的家睡觉因为晚上我们还要打球。到了晚上我们到了球场就一如往常一样打着打着忽然看到bk&wendy拿着蛋糕走了过来,此刻真的很开心也很感动。看着她为我做的令我特别感动。。。
原本的计划是向她告白的可是忽然替提不起勇气说就这样送她回家了。。。
<-日出
浓雾->
3月22日
我二十岁生日了,想想时间过的真快。很多很多东西都变了,事物或人全变了令我有点想念以前中学的日子好单纯,好简单的生活。。。希望可以回到过去可是我了解这是不可能的,只可以保握现在不要让自己后悔的机会。
今天跟wb,joe,law,on1,derrick&kian去看了江山美人,说真的也还好不是那么的精彩,普普通通而已。然后,我们就去打电玩可是我既然忘了跟伟章他们去看恋空,后来搭德士下去cwp去找他们。抵达时,被deyang K了一顿因为昨天忘了叫他帮我买票后来他回去帮我买^^"真的要谢谢他因为如果他没这么帮我我就错过了一部这么好看,感人的电影了。谢谢^^
今天总算说出来了,结果也和我预料的一样。希望这不要给她带来太多的困扰。。。
首先今年的愿望是,希望家人和朋友们都可以建建康康,快快乐乐
然后,希望大家可以找到属于自己的幸福
最后,希望。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。(秘密 ^-^)
sign off,
loner-y3u
Thursday, March 20, 2008
5:17 PM
"uhh...nvm" I really don't like these words always neverever....
really doesn't feel very rite abt this, getting emo again wtf >.<
我了解也明白自己好像一个白痴明知那洞充满了陷阱与黑暗我还要闯进取想要不要受伤跟本就不可能地。。。是因该了解我自己的笨与无能了,可是我想在试最后一次。。。
Erm.. really very long nv update le haha I'm quite sorry to this poor little blog haha xD But no worries I'm here le xD
Recently is more like a basketball,crab,Cabal and basketball,crab, Cabal and occationally badminton lolx This holiday makes me quite filling as I did not rot at hm xD thats sth I like xD anyway also finish the IT show selling fujitsu laptop earn quite alot and know quite alot of funny guys haha like joe,zephine(donno correct or nt xD),selina,jun wu and some etc haha these guys is really gd I like them xD really have alot of fun within the 4 days xD hope got chance to work with them again ^^
Erm.. catching crab part lolx afew days ago go sembawang park and catch crab it was fun feeling the sea breezes thinking of some1. Woot is really great we caught like almost 50 crab within a nite with onli 3 net lolx haha but 10+ of them was nt up to standard because of too small or somesort others but in the end we bring 31 crabs back and to zi house and cooked and eat lolx xD quite tasty next time upload the photo xD anyway really must thx zi mother thx her for helping us clearing the crab and also cooking the crab really thx her alot xD and later nite we are going again xD this time I'm going to bring back hm for my mum xD let her have a taste of my hard work lolx xD
About bball lolx play quite afew time recently as usual my standard really cannot make it is way way way cannot compare against last time really jialat shoot 10 ball like 8-9 ball miss is like omg wat the hell happen lolx but is still quite fun lolx and bk came on 1 on the day althou she did not play lolx my bad calling her come do nth in the end but quite happen to see her because it have been really really very long since I last saw her. Is really gd to see her =)
Oh ya almost forget about my result is 3.78 althou every1 think is very gd but I donno why I wasnt happy at all with my result and also I feel sian when seeing my result really donno y feel like that T-T maybe myself expectation gets higher le bah
Omg today I did it really did it how on earth am I going say it to her really get very nervous and scared whenever I think abt it my whole body was shaking this is the very first time so I feel very nervous. Recently I have been thinking this matter again and again but now I'm going to go for it this matter has been going around me for years I think I really go on a full force. I really hope it will have a gd ending but I frm the bottom of my heart knws that it wont work but I really wanna try at least for the one last time...
Juz hope tml is a better day
Sign off,
loner-y3u
PS:loner-y3u hopes to end the lonely time.....