Wednesday, April 16, 2008
5:32 PM
I hope you will see this I think this might be the last entries that will be talking about you...
If u remenber I told you before theres no need to say sorry for decision u made I will respect it amd accept it as this kinda of thing is really special there no right or wrong and theres also no logic in it thing. Its mine then its mine it wont run away but if its nt mine no matter how hard I try it will not be mine. Even thou I knw this theroy I still wanna try 1 last time maybe I wanted to tell myself at least I tried my best althou I dun like this word is juz like running away frm the fact but I have no choice to used it... After tt nite of rejection I knw I understand I dun stand even a pin of chances but on those period I tried to treat you gd maybe is because I juz wanna see u closer juz abit more bah... After tt day at jh's house, words of my fren wake me up also frm tt day I stop thats y I did send a msg to u telling you I wont bother you anymore and in fact I did wat I say. After that I know you and hh are very close and I know he wooing you and it also seems that you like him thats y I see through everything and I know but I still wish you or him can tell me personally it will make me feel better rather than seeing you all holding hands and walk together tt kinda of feeling doesnt really feel good. I knw you n hh together the fact I didnt feel angry or wat but juz feel tt I should give my blessing and theres nt much of a other feeling. Althou I feel sad but in the same time feel glad also because you are with some1 you like and happy with it. Juz hope you 2 last.
Dun worry I will be fine. I'm not thinking that you are clearing the mess dun worry and thx bothering for explaining..
Sign Off,
loner-y3u
PS:Juz hope u 2 are happy together...