Sunday, April 13, 2008
6:37 PM
Sometimes donno really know wat I myself want ever since I said those thing everything change but its acceptable obviousily it will change but juz that whenever talking abt the topic related somehow feel very unwell or should I say I'm trying to run away from the truth but in the same time I also want to know the truth... It have been very bothering... I felt all kinds of negative emotion; uneasy,sad,emo,hurt,fooled,stupid,unless n etc... but I didn't regret wat it do as she seems happy happy with the guy think maybe is the way it should go and not the other... I try not to think so much and I know frens around me wouldnt tell me anything abt it maybe they are juz simply dun wanna let me knw the truth sometimes I will tell myself they juz trying to protect me dun wanna make me feel sad or its nth is nth important so they nt telling me abt it. Kinda of funny arh use this kinda of words to console myself haha...
I know that my blog seems stupid it juz reflect how stupid a person am I but no worries I think no 1 is reading too haha so is juz me who knw how stupid it is...
Sign Off,
loner-y3u
PS:When can I be like a man in my relationship with frens and the 1 I love....