Once a loner, forever a loner...

2008-08-23T22:57:00.006+08:00

Woot haha 2 months since my last update haha have been very lazy to update and also bz with my final exams haha within this 2 months theres quite a few things happen.

Firstly, is pat pat going aust le but wasnt be able to send him off at the airport because of test... haiz sian... Actually abit too long le haha cant remenber others very well just remenber that I go support alan for his competition but at the third round he lost. Just hope that he can gain back his confident. Then also get my attachment notice showing that I'm going to Fujitsu at Teletech park abit sian because that place is abit hard to go lolx just hope I will find another alternative way to rich the office haha ^^" . Recently know a new girl call 欣怡 haha quite a intersting girl haha have a very enjoy talking to her haha. Yesterday go andy house and "open party" actually nt really party la haha cause is like we go out watch movie then ton at andy house and play games but I actually like this kinda of gathering I simply like this kind of feeling staying around with friends. Today is kim chwee birthday but because tml need to go singapore with my parents so cannot go to his bbq. Awww so long nv see them really sian missed it but anyway HAPPY 21th BIRTHDAY KIM CHWEE ^^ . Lastly, is abt yh. yh yh yh I only can say his really suay =_=" like this also will tio people rob away ur labtop and some other valueable haiyo hope he will dun be so sad abt it hope he can cheer up.

Woot finally finish the recent event haha now is my holiday althou 1 week only but I will try to make this 1 week to my fullest haha ^^.

寂寞搬走了不安搬进来伤痕累累的心害怕再次受伤，害怕会再次爱上不该爱的人。

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2008-06-15T19:33:00.002+08:00

罗志祥 - 做得到
试着让身边很吵闹
好好想念你的怀抱
某一秒我竟微笑
体会你扬起的嘴角
悲伤的呼唤
也许在跟自己比较
让你哭过是我不好
太自责话都变少
然而你还是最美好
要让你知道
做得到
不管相爱总会有一些低潮
我爱你
就应该对你越来越好
现在只想忽然把你抱得高高
看着你笑我也笑
别自寻烦恼
做得到
你说再苦也要跟我直到老
我说的
每一个承诺会说到做到
感谢你坚强勇敢
让我很骄傲
你所想要的爱我能做得到
也许在跟自己比较
让你哭过是我不好
太自责话都变少
然而你还是最美好
要让你知道
做得到
不管相爱总会有一些低潮
我爱你
就应该对你越来越好
现在只想忽然把你抱得高高
看着你笑我也笑
别自寻烦恼
做得到
你说再苦也要跟我直到老
我说的
每一个承诺会说到做到
感谢你坚强勇敢
让我很骄傲
你所想要的爱我能做得到
原谅我内心交战让你好难过
我能给你的爱没有做不到

This is a nice song xD so try listen to it ^^ Anyway long time nv update le think is time to update le ^^" anyway recently finish my common test and now having my 2 weeks break. During the past 1 week plus of my break do quite alot of things first of coz is bball xD and also going to jiahao aunty house althou tt nite got sth that happen and causing us leaving early but nvm at least over all we have fun n we enjoyed. After that we when to Mac and ton. After that I rush back my in the morning and chiong to bball find my frens to play with them lolx Its like crazy man i didn't slp for more than 24 hr lolx xD anyway actually there arent any big event that happen. Im juz rotting at hm most of the time or do project lolx

I think I end here le bye

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2008-05-25T03:39:00.002+08:00

Tiring... both mentally n body... Today AR lab test cannot even do the first part of the test correctly and in the end still cannot correct and cannot finish. Zzz..I got so much confident but in the end like tt feel damn sian, damn stress haiz dun wish to say anymore le I think end here le

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2008-05-20T02:46:00.002+08:00

This week, is a week of madness -_-"". Thanks to my advance routing I'm going be damn busy this whole week... Firstly is the Cisco Final Online Test I spend 5+ hours doing but in the end only get 60.5.. I saw the result straight away sian diao. I was wondering am I too stupid or is the question too hard =_= Haiz forget about it. Later got to do the BCE stuff, which means I got another 3-4 online assignment to do again zzz donno how long I will need to spend on it. Then wed got WISP presentation and my sildes havent complete yet zzz also the lab test coming this sat. Omg this week is really killing me zzz really need to manage my time well if not sure die.

Anyway last sat got another gathering, as usual not all came only me, jack, fan, kian and alan. I hope next time we are able to have a gathering with every1 is present. I'm really looking forward to it ^^ That day, actually is almost the same like we usually do eat,lan,pool and talk cock lolx but I like this kind of plan donno y lolx haha I hope every1 enjoy as much as I do or even more lolx xD I will upload the picture on friendster can go take alook xD

I thinking ending here le tml need wake up early lolx nitez

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PS:I sleep late again lolx but no choice got alot things to do. Dun scold me wo junnie xD

Exercise -_-"

2008-05-12T01:16:00.004+08:00

Errr.... sian diao. Today I went to the clinic for blood test and the doc tell me my blood pressure is too low. As expected my parents keep nagging me say I should exercise more often, spend lesser time with my computer/laptop, dun sleep late and etc. I think I really need to exercise more bah so that I wont fall sick or faint -_-""

Ending here le. byez

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50th Entry >.<

2008-05-11T03:08:00.003+08:00

Firstly, this is the no 50th entry. Within those 49 previous entry it contain happy, sad, emotionally matter and etc etc. Congratz myself this is the first blog I have that stay so long(I think xD) Now I think I shoud start the content of my 50th entry xD. Is kinda of bad having to saying sth that wasn't nice in my 50th entry but no choice I have to do it.

Schooling was bored, I suddenly feels that. Even thou in the past I felt so but now the feeling so way too strong for me to handle. I donno why all of a sudden I cant focus myself into my studies. It make me very vex everytime I think about it. I keep telling myself forget abt other things and this is my last year if I didnt do well this last year all my effort during the past 2 year will be totally wasted. Awww... I really donno what I want now. I cant do anything...
I need someone or something that can lead me to the right path.

...I think I will end here.

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PS:Please wake up...

2008-04-29T01:05:00.006+08:00

After that incident, my life was kinda of busy lolx since school have reopen and also there are tonnes of things to be learn and almost for the past 3 sat have been going out with frens and sun staying at hm n rest lolx haha kinda of bz life although spend alot of money but is ok at least I enjoy xD

For the first 2 sat, went go with bin joe law on1 kian derrick lolx it was quite fun hang out with these guys althou for tt 2 days we are doing the same thing but going out with them really was fun and very enjoying lolx I simply love them xD haha as my fren, my dota-mates and crapping-mates lolx haha xD hope we will have more outings and have much more fun xD

On sat(the 1 juz past), was juz another fun day but isn't with the dota gang ; they are my old colleague they are janine, alan and also mingfan kianhui and cheeleong sad to say cai le and jack wasn't able to attend but nvm theres always next time xD Firstly in the morning me and alan and his friend went to marsiling stadium and swim lolx basically I donno how to swim totally forget how haha but I still go and enjoy playing the water xD lolx

Me(looking half dead lolx xD thx to flu)& Alan

Haha my nose really cannot make it keep sneeze like mad after swimming lolx haha kinda of sad but swimming is fun xD lolx ENJOY!! lolx after swimming went with alan and his fren to cwp and have our lunch and we go to fan house after that and create a disaster at his house lolx haha play com ps2 and of coz eat the 3000 sweets we brought for him lolx haha xD After awhile alan leave go for hm for bathing and change clothes for later gathering lolx

We went to far east for dinner xD although we all reach on time but our little alan was late due to traffic jam haha since is jam so we forgive him lolx xD when he reach we went to sakura cuisine and have our dinner lolx food there was quite tasty and cheap nt bad xD awww forget take the picture of it but nvm can see it when alan update his little bloggy lolx xD After our tasty little dinner we when to play pool lolx as usual Janine was mad over it lolx she was so happy that we are going to play pool lolx as expected frm an "ah lian" lolx =pp Eventually we plan to play till 11+ then go and catch the last train but in the end we left early for the beancube that Alan was introducing to be frank that beancube is 1 of the best I eaten so far so nice so smoothen. I almost fly after eating lol xD althought is alittle far we walk quite a long way but is worth it...

These is some of the photo we take xD

You guys simply rox xD

I really have fun tt nite hope more of this nites will happen =)

Woot.. lolx haha this entry seems to be abit long haha I ending here le bye xD

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Last.....

2008-04-16T17:32:00.002+08:00

I hope you will see this I think this might be the last entries that will be talking about you...

If u remenber I told you before theres no need to say sorry for decision u made I will respect it amd accept it as this kinda of thing is really special there no right or wrong and theres also no logic in it thing. Its mine then its mine it wont run away but if its nt mine no matter how hard I try it will not be mine. Even thou I knw this theroy I still wanna try 1 last time maybe I wanted to tell myself at least I tried my best althou I dun like this word is juz like running away frm the fact but I have no choice to used it... After tt nite of rejection I knw I understand I dun stand even a pin of chances but on those period I tried to treat you gd maybe is because I juz wanna see u closer juz abit more bah... After tt day at jh's house, words of my fren wake me up also frm tt day I stop thats y I did send a msg to u telling you I wont bother you anymore and in fact I did wat I say. After that I know you and hh are very close and I know he wooing you and it also seems that you like him thats y I see through everything and I know but I still wish you or him can tell me personally it will make me feel better rather than seeing you all holding hands and walk together tt kinda of feeling doesnt really feel good. I knw you n hh together the fact I didnt feel angry or wat but juz feel tt I should give my blessing and theres nt much of a other feeling. Althou I feel sad but in the same time feel glad also because you are with some1 you like and happy with it. Juz hope you 2 last.

Dun worry I will be fine. I'm not thinking that you are clearing the mess dun worry and thx bothering for explaining..

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PS:Juz hope u 2 are happy together...

2008-04-15T00:26:00.002+08:00

Today actually find out that actually they all have been together.. I saw them holding hands walking into the basketball court haha kinda of dramatic lolx To be frank, if I say I didn't feel anything thats juz cheating myself. Kinda of funny the first thing I do is act like nth then continue playing bball when she on the court I dun look at her juz look at the ball and look at her movement not looking into her face at all haha is kinda of werid rite lolx. Till the end I didnt talk a single thing to both of them. I donno is I dun wish to say or I donno wat to say. Although I felt sad but not as sad as in the past maybe is like I already prepare for it. I donno y tt time she said tt to me and doing it like tt I rather she said it straight tt she doesnt like me and I will accept it but she didnt and it makes me feel tt her reason is juz a reason to tell me off... My fren ask me am I angry with them to be frank I wasnt I already expect its going to happen is juz tt I will feel better if they juz tell me rather than I find out myself. But I will respect her decision as that wat she wan. I will give them my blessing...

I didnt regret although I lose something but in return I gain sth also. Tt thing was wat I lose long ago, the care from frens, I really feel very happy as I feel the care like frm the past. Being together and care for each other. Maybe this is wat I get frm return and I think this might be the best way tt it had happen, although I donno how long will it last but at least I found back the long lose feeling that I always wanted it back so much. After the incident I really dare not dream or wish anymore I think I will grab hold of anything that I can and do watever I can and not by dream or wish for it anymore...

Conclusion... I really should not think so much as things always wont happen on my side the thing i should do is using my own strength. I dun dream so I dun wish I juz do wat I can from now on...

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2008-04-13T18:37:00.002+08:00

Sometimes donno really know wat I myself want ever since I said those thing everything change but its acceptable obviousily it will change but juz that whenever talking abt the topic related somehow feel very unwell or should I say I'm trying to run away from the truth but in the same time I also want to know the truth... It have been very bothering... I felt all kinds of negative emotion; uneasy,sad,emo,hurt,fooled,stupid,unless n etc... but I didn't regret wat it do as she seems happy happy with the guy think maybe is the way it should go and not the other... I try not to think so much and I know frens around me wouldnt tell me anything abt it maybe they are juz simply dun wanna let me knw the truth sometimes I will tell myself they juz trying to protect me dun wanna make me feel sad or its nth is nth important so they nt telling me abt it. Kinda of funny arh use this kinda of words to console myself haha...

I know that my blog seems stupid it juz reflect how stupid a person am I but no worries I think no 1 is reading too haha so is juz me who knw how stupid it is...

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PS:When can I be like a man in my relationship with frens and the 1 I love....

2008-04-12T10:38:00.002+08:00

Erm...suddenly think through that no matter how much u like/love some1 eventually if the person didnt have the same feeling it will mean useless and only thing you can do is to release and wish her. Even if he/she out of kindness that accept you it will nt be happy at all and furthur more much greater sadness and pain will grew...

Actually is a very simple thing but ppl always outlook it but even if thinking through its really hard to bear the pain of leaving....

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PS:If,If,If..... STOP THINKING THE IF STUPID I YEU......

2008-04-10T13:48:00.002+08:00

唐禹哲分开以后
爱我
词:林乔曲:施佳扬
想喊你却没敢开口
最后只有流着泪看你走
我想问我
是否只愿意就这样放手
既然无法挽留
只好接受
从今以后
你要寂寞多久
谁能给予你
我这般的温柔
也许是多虑了
你离开我会过得更快乐
可对于软弱的我
回忆就足够
分开以后
每当想到你
就会低下头
紧握着手
不知过了多久
我相信你就会有一样的辛酸难受
都曾经深爱过谁
有谁能舍得
在离开你之后
想快乐也只是一种强求
一个人
怎么过都是愁
懂得拥有
却未必能让
你为我停留
最后只剩遗憾
拉住我不放手
分开以后
每当想到你
就会低下头
紧握着手
不知过了多久
我相信你就会有一样的辛酸难受
都曾经深爱过谁
有谁能舍得
在离开你之后
想快乐也只是一种强求
一个人
怎么过都是愁
懂得拥有
却未必能让
你为我停留
最后只剩遗憾
拉住我不放手
...

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2008-04-10T11:20:00.002+08:00

Hello guys who see this my frens is currently setting up his own brand of tee so if u like any design on the picture tell me xD I can help u tell him xD anyway each piece will be 15 xD hope you guys can support him xD thx

I really like her but I knw she wont like me no matter wat...I think it will happen the way in my nitemare she will be with hh. I knw but I really donno how to face it althou its seeing to be truth...

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2008-04-10T00:18:00.002+08:00

I think my nitemare happened... really donno how to face it...

Sometimes I really donno am I doing the correct thing or nt but think abt it is too late to say anything le... although ppl usually say dun gib up till the very last moment dun give up easily but
I knw it no matter wat happen the thing wont change I have to juz accept the very fact...

...felt very moody...

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2008-04-09T09:15:00.002+08:00

Hello... today wasnt I very gd morning have a nitemare then wake up... I dislike the nitemare really dun like... Its very hurting althou I say if it happen I will be fine I wont feel anything I'm immune to it but after tt dream I was wrong very wrong...

Nvm, I cant help it also just wish that even if it happens I can take it...

Anyway promise that bloody toot Salty saying how talented he is lolx very bhb lolx haha he say he so talented than me in shopping, taking pay, woo gal, be a man, maths and etc so many till i forget haha lolx OK, some of it its quite true but some of it is too lame lolx haha cmi lolx

Now behold my beloved HTC Touch finally is back haha xD yea finally no need use other phone le haha xD hurrraaayyyyy!!!!

Now about ytd nite bball lolx I reach there quite late around 8+ 9 then reach there so only manage to play around an hr there quite sad lolx miss alot of fun xD but in the end also ending up playing less than an hr cause ending up become a nanny over there >.< haha but tt little gal baoyi is quite cute so alright and also she hyperactive expected from a children haha keep running around and calling me do all those werid stuff lolx but ok la cause I also keep using very hard orh I donno how to do to reject doing all those werid post lolx haha I'm bad rite haha xD tonite donno going or nt maybe will maybe nt lolx depends bah haha

对她我想我还需要一些时间，我懂我了解她是不可能喜欢我的。谁都可以可是就不会是我。。。

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2008-04-08T07:18:00.002+08:00

A nice song to share xD

李玖哲 - 想太多
你笑着说他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安那么沉重
只有你不懂
他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说都是错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

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2008-04-07T22:11:00.003+08:00

Juz a feeling writing of mine xD dun throw eggs at me if u feel is too bad or dun cong bai mi if u find it gd xD =pp

曾经以为可以和你在一起,曾经认为我可以放下,曾经曾经可是曾经所想的不曾发生... 终究我们没在一起,终究我忘不了,终究终究还是终究发生了... 这段爱情兑换了回忆,寂寞,泪水与心碎但依然想回到过去再次体验回忆里的快乐, 喜悦,羞涩和纯洁(单纯)...

2008-04-06T07:34:00.002+08:00

Finally sth happy happen juz hope it continue =) Anyway today is my mum's 47 birthday xD Happy birthday mum xD We celebrated ytd nite by having a great dinner at geroge and the dragon restaurant food there was nice I remenber last year we also go there and have dinner also on my mum's bday maybe will become a fix bah haha every year go there lolx haha food there was really nice haha should have bring camara there and take pics of the food xD

Erm.. kp should be back today lolx think wed can go cut hair le haha but I'm the onli 1 going to dye my hair lolx Im going to dye red lolx donno nice or nt but nvm happy jiu hao juz wanna change some hair color lolx maybe is to change feelings too bah haha ^^"""

Anyway recently did nth much either I'm staying at hm or going out with lh they all, nv go bball lolx haha maybe because of stupid reason but nvm juz hope i see through haha

I think I end here le buai bye xD

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2008-04-03T01:30:00.003+08:00

Waking up at midnight again Zzz wat the hell is happening to me recently always like tt >.<
This few days do nth expect playing cabal and listen to song. Nv go out and dun wanna think so much anymore if nt it only make me feel more vex. Errr... juz hope this kinda of thing end it is killing me zzzz
I donno how to face the problem anymore maybe I should juz forget abt it if I were able to... Suddenly no feeling update le think end here le bah byez

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Thoughts

2008-04-01T01:49:00.002+08:00

My life 一直在等待空荡的口袋想在里面放一份爱 why 总是被打败真的好无奈~
Life always doesn't go as we wish, trouble usually created unintentionally. Since trouble was created we must solve it. It may not be the best solution but at least it might work although it might be hurting... Its really painful making the decision.
伤心的过程也是成长的过程，过程的感觉最重要不管结果怎么样都不会后悔。。。
I donno how to face you. I know you never ever like me before no matter who you would like but that person will not be me but I didn't regret at all at least, at least I have memories accompany me and as I promise I will give up on you and never again bother you anymore. I just hope 1 day there is 1 day that I can stand infront of you and just treat you as friend and no other thoughts...
曾经以为忘记了可是只要有任何的风吹草动就会忍不住的想起我和你是不是还有可能。。。
I just hope I can really forget this time and no matter what happens I won't think of it anymore.I know I have been very selfish and create alot of trouble and making you very vex...
我想我应该会到现实，因为我们只是朋友。。。
I dun wanna think so much anymore. Just hope everything backs to normal again...

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2008-03-30T02:42:00.003+08:00

杨宗纬 - 洋葱作词／作曲：阿信（五月天）
制作人：周佳佑/周恒毅

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意听你说你和你的他们暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心你会发现
你会讶异你是我
最压抑最深处的秘密如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪只要你能
听到我看到我的全心全意如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心你会发现
你会讶异你是我
最压抑最深处的秘密如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心你会鼻酸
你会流泪只要你能
听到我看到我的全心全意你会鼻酸
你会流泪只要你能
听到我看到我的全心全意

虽然做不成情人还是可以做朋友
至少我们还是朋友吧。。。
这是安慰的话，可是也是最伤人的话
她从来不了解我心里所有的压抑与痛苦
我做的一切换来的是悲伤
而需常常以笑脸隐藏自己的痛苦
她认为对我有所亏欠，罪恶感只会让我更痛苦。。。
希望你能快乐。。。

2008-03-29T11:02:00.002+08:00

...Really sian... donno y recently very down on my luck zzz firstly tio reject but expected is alright but suddenly mouse spoilt follow by tv then HP then PC then now even car spoilt wat the fuking hell happen zzz damn sux and down on my luck zzz

That razer mouse still alright at least claim warrenty le and get a new 1 settle fast and easy. TV leh still repairing also consider settle le. That bloody hp spoilt then fuking hell ytd send to service centre then say wan the invoice of it then is the fuking part my bro said he give me le but i didnt bloody hell get anything frm him zzz then somemore his PC spoilt then say my fault i didnt even touch his PC then say y fault wtf xia then now he is fuking pissed off how am i going to ask him go up and get a copy of the invoice for me damn it fuking cb xia zzz then juz now i really nth to say usually i open door then help my parents start the car always i did the same thing then knw wat juz now i try to start the car but suddenly cannot start at all then my mum shouted at me who call u go start the car... is like wth i always do so suddenly spoilt also me knn fuking asshole thing damn sux damn irritated everything happen nth is gd, damn it asshole...

Now damn bu shuang feel like shouting all everything out and fuk all these series of unwanted event...

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loner-y3u

PS:I want back my peaceful life....................

2008-03-24T14:31:00.003+08:00

LOLX haha saw my last chinese entry abit sux i knw xD i feel the same too xD lolx my chinese is getting from gd to very bad lolx but nvm always there is rm for improvement ^^

努力尝试不一定会有结果可是没有尝试就肯定没有结果。
虽然我失败了可是至少我不后悔。。。

This is how I feel now at least wat I gain was a moment of extra care I doesnt knw how long will it last but at least this will become a mark in my life a memory that I will nv forget tt I have really love some1 so much it may not have a very gd ending but at least the process Im happy with it. I knw she might see this and felt guilty abt it but I juz wanna say it wasnt ur fault its juz tt we are juz being put together to brew onli friendship and nth else at the very least we met and I already very happy le. I hope u will find a person tt will nv ever remove ur place at the first place in his heart and being happily together =)

做不成情人朋友也不错。很高兴认识希望能让你快乐，让你不再伤心，痛苦的人会很快出现祝福你=)

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loner-y3u

喜欢一个人不一定需要能给她幸福的人是自己，只要她幸福谁给她跟本不重要。。。

第一次

2008-03-23T03:07:00.005+08:00

这是第一次的以华文的方式来写部落格^^" 写错字就多多见谅。。。

3月21日

累了一整个晚上可是没收获只抓到了8只螃蟹>.< 有点失望因为Good Friday的关系有很多人在那里当我们抵达时那里已经有很多人了。我们坐着玩牌，聊天，吃东西到早上。我们把美丽日出拍了下来。后来我们就回到了镇鸿的家睡觉因为晚上我们还要打球。到了晚上我们到了球场就一如往常一样打着打着忽然看到bk&wendy拿着蛋糕走了过来，此刻真的很开心也很感动。看着她为我做的令我特别感动。。。

原本的计划是向她告白的可是忽然替提不起勇气说就这样送她回家了。。。

<-日出

浓雾->

3月22日

我二十岁生日了，想想时间过的真快。很多很多东西都变了，事物或人全变了令我有点想念以前中学的日子好单纯，好简单的生活。。。希望可以回到过去可是我了解这是不可能的，只可以保握现在不要让自己后悔的机会。

今天跟wb,joe,law,on1,derrick&kian去看了江山美人，说真的也还好不是那么的精彩，普普通通而已。然后，我们就去打电玩可是我既然忘了跟伟章他们去看恋空，后来搭德士下去cwp去找他们。抵达时，被deyang K了一顿因为昨天忘了叫他帮我买票后来他回去帮我买^^"真的要谢谢他因为如果他没这么帮我我就错过了一部这么好看，感人的电影了。谢谢^^

今天总算说出来了，结果也和我预料的一样。希望这不要给她带来太多的困扰。。。

首先今年的愿望是，希望家人和朋友们都可以建建康康，快快乐乐

然后，希望大家可以找到属于自己的幸福

最后，希望。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。（秘密 ^-^）

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loner-y3u

2008-03-20T17:17:00.004+08:00

"uhh...nvm" I really don't like these words always neverever....

really doesn't feel very rite abt this, getting emo again wtf >.<

我了解也明白自己好像一个白痴明知那洞充满了陷阱与黑暗我还要闯进取想要不要受伤跟本就不可能地。。。是因该了解我自己的笨与无能了，可是我想在试最后一次。。。

2008-03-20T01:14:00.002+08:00

Erm.. really very long nv update le haha I'm quite sorry to this poor little blog haha xD But no worries I'm here le xD

Recently is more like a basketball,crab,Cabal and basketball,crab, Cabal and occationally badminton lolx This holiday makes me quite filling as I did not rot at hm xD thats sth I like xD anyway also finish the IT show selling fujitsu laptop earn quite alot and know quite alot of funny guys haha like joe,zephine(donno correct or nt xD),selina,jun wu and some etc haha these guys is really gd I like them xD really have alot of fun within the 4 days xD hope got chance to work with them again ^^

Erm.. catching crab part lolx afew days ago go sembawang park and catch crab it was fun feeling the sea breezes thinking of some1. Woot is really great we caught like almost 50 crab within a nite with onli 3 net lolx haha but 10+ of them was nt up to standard because of too small or somesort others but in the end we bring 31 crabs back and to zi house and cooked and eat lolx xD quite tasty next time upload the photo xD anyway really must thx zi mother thx her for helping us clearing the crab and also cooking the crab really thx her alot xD and later nite we are going again xD this time I'm going to bring back hm for my mum xD let her have a taste of my hard work lolx xD

About bball lolx play quite afew time recently as usual my standard really cannot make it is way way way cannot compare against last time really jialat shoot 10 ball like 8-9 ball miss is like omg wat the hell happen lolx but is still quite fun lolx and bk came on 1 on the day althou she did not play lolx my bad calling her come do nth in the end but quite happen to see her because it have been really really very long since I last saw her. Is really gd to see her =)

Oh ya almost forget about my result is 3.78 althou every1 think is very gd but I donno why I wasnt happy at all with my result and also I feel sian when seeing my result really donno y feel like that T-T maybe myself expectation gets higher le bah

Omg today I did it really did it how on earth am I going say it to her really get very nervous and scared whenever I think abt it my whole body was shaking this is the very first time so I feel very nervous. Recently I have been thinking this matter again and again but now I'm going to go for it this matter has been going around me for years I think I really go on a full force. I really hope it will have a gd ending but I frm the bottom of my heart knws that it wont work but I really wanna try at least for the one last time...

Juz hope tml is a better day
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loner-y3u

PS:loner-y3u hopes to end the lonely time.....

2008-02-22T01:09:00.002+08:00

Erm... ytd last day of new year and today the last paper of the sem lolx xD anyway recently do nth but studying. nth much happen. keep going ron house study and create a mess in his living rm kinda of pity his maid lolx need to clear up all the mess we created lolx. Time really flies lolx now thinking back i have almost been in np for 2 years le lolx although it wasnt as happy and filling like being in evg but life wasnt so bad after all expect my love life lolx xD kinda of sad to said that lolx haha

Oh ya, recently keep talking with hong and bk. Hong lolx i really needs to become a locksmith lolx and bk thx for all the song she send me its nice and i love it lolx xD

Ok bah think end here le i go rest later exam must chiong lolx bye cya

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2008-02-14T23:16:00.002+08:00

Is really long since the last update anyway today is valentine day wishes all pairs happily together and for those singles like me xD wish them found their pair this year and so need not go through another single valentine day next year xD

Today is the 8th day of cny, like any other year the feeling of it have already gone. To me cny is getting lesser feeling of it. Lesser ppl visiting, lesser the kinda of feeling. I still remenber when I was young I always hope for cny hope to see the crowd hear the noise feel the happiness. Thing dun last, that make memories so nice or perfect.But at least sth happen tt make me feel is better at least we did talk (hj & me) I cant really patch up but at least we talk. after the incident it have been years thats the only happen thing i felt but at least sth gd happen =)

After so many years, no matter what happens I do not knw why I still have the feeling for her the special someone to me. Everytime I talk to her my heart melt again and again I really wonder why. The feeling have been so long and I still cant forget and go on. I really donno what to do. I lost my way....

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2008-01-01T20:03:00.000+08:00

Hello :) it have been quite some time after the last update, thinking that today the eve of school reopen maybe I should make a small update about recent happenning.

Firstly, is piggy the gang come to my house lolx causing quite a rampage lolx haha my room in a total mess lolx but I really like the feeling frens come to my house n create a total madness lolx its fun I really love the feeling lolx :)

Piggy's gang lolx xD

Is really quite a miricale that joe mum allow him to come to msia haha as we all knw joe mum was always over protecting joe and restrict alot of things lolx so is really a miricale that joe is able to come to my house haha juz hope he really enjoy like the others did lolx xD

On Christmas eve, I didnt went out with yong quan they all as they didnt inform me earlier and so I accpeted aaron's invitation over his house for christmas but ending, we like usual going to aaron house playing games lolx haha abit sicko lolx xD .. On Christmas, we went and watch AVP 2 and also go KS to play some games not bad the feeling surrounded by frens really love the feeling haha =) but time always ended quickly and we all went home. After I went home I went to check hows yong quan they all de christmas going on and it wasnt very gd lolx as the have to comfort ys as she juz broke up with his bf. When I heard it I was quite relief I wasnt there lolx as I really donno how to handle this kinda of situation lolx ^^" juz hope shes ok...

Erm.. New Year Eve haha I didnt go anyway it really didnt like me as always I went out haha but this year I stay at home with my laptop accompany me lolx of coz with some frens online lolx haha and on new year I do nth expect blogging lolx haha ok la I think I ending here le bye cya..

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2007-12-17T04:42:00.000+08:00

Phew~ finally can relax le... finally common test end le really quite relief after the test but I still can't even out my feeling because I don't think I'm able to do well at all in the test... thinking that is my result ruining my hope to uni is gone? All this negative thoughts come to my mind.. but no used thinking so much now...

Anyway now my holiday have finally started but only 2 weeks but its really very packed up. On friday, the next day after my common test I went back to school for make up labs but that day wasn't really my day everything goes bad, very bad. Firstly, is the cable that have the problem then follow up by the router then the frame relay machine... is like wtf happen zzz everything gives me problem and in the end I went off to meet chee leong as I promise him to go make his passport together with him. Making passport is faster than i thought and me n leong went back to cwp to have our lunch at kfc after that I went off back home and prepare going aaron house. I was quite late quite sry letting them wait for me for so long. After we met we went to eat our dinner then went to aaron house, is really fun going aaron house because is like total madness haha we really like mad or maybe not so mad but i really like the feeling with so much frens around me playing talk cork and etc. Is really fun and I love it... I hope we will go there soon again as aaron will be going back on feb and I think yong hong, adrian, pat,lh,kp,aaron and andy will also look for it too =)

Erm.. this coming wed maybe piggy they all coming to my house and play but till now I still donno the actual number of ppl coming haha but I think my house will be in chaos lolx xD

I think I will stop here le lolx xD... wait haha I forget something almost forget to upload the picture on how we ranpage at piggy house during his birthday ^^

LOLX haha I think I end here le bye bye cya xD

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2007-11-29T16:55:00.000+08:00

Humph... It have been 6 weeks since m y last entry haha really get very lazy but think I still can't neglect this blog bah so I will make some update of my current life..

14-30th Oct 07

Erm.. during this 2 weeks nth much happen juz that finding some frens to go see our friend zhi xiang who have pass away 2 yrs ago...

For school I'm struggling on my IPD project because being team with yun xian orange vincent n jiade although vincent and jiade helps me but most of the things I have to do it myself as they arent so gd in it so having quite a hard time..

Almost forget this week is a big day a day that ming fan die xD lolx thousands of sweet overrun a pig lolx xD cool rite lolx xD ai ya lack 1 family picture lolx nvm next time upload again xD anyway I'm the mastermind xD lolx after that we when to eat botak john woots really eat dao will vomit lolx haha but is really tasty but alittle too big for me lolx haha but I will still go again find sometime again xD

31th oct - 1st nov 07

This day we go see zhi xiang. firstly I meet tommy in school then we go guang ming shan together and meet jian liang, ter and his gf. That day wasn't really good as we reach there too late and wasnt able to go to the tomb there only can offer outside quite disspointed.. later siew ying also came le then we stay there for awhile then go le... after that we go eat at amk de icchibun( i think) lolx.. actually wanted to play manjong de but is quite late le so all plan to go home... that nite I didnt go hm instead i went to jian liang house we chatted quite alot and play dota..oh ya we also each buy a ben&jerry ice-cream and eat lolx i remenber jian liang eat turtle soup and I eat raspberry brownie lolx and the next morning I have sore throat and also alot of mucus lolx abit unwell lolx the next day when we wake up we play games again after that at noon ter and tommy come le and we play manjong lolx win abit lolx but Im still quite happy as there arent many chances I get to have fun like that expectionly when I get into poly contact with all my buddys and frens is getting lesser and lesser... once again I juz hope that time maybe turn back...

2nd nov - 16th nov 07

This period I think I can say is the most cirtical period for my IPD project almost everyday I'm doing my IPD project pushing the other groupmates trying to complete and do a fine job but I think we screw up everything on the presentation day as all of us donno wat to say its diff from me, i know the things but I dun really know how to express in words but for them they did nt understand and juz simply say which mean all of us spoilt the thing juz hope the lecturer dun think is too bad lolx xD

Other than this I also knew adrian's gf, Charmaine, look quite cute and she is small lolx xD quite a intersting gal abit like a fren of mine call rhea lolx but is quite unbelieving that she smoke haha lolx juz hope adrian can help her to stop it lolx xD..

17th nov 07 - 29th nov 07

Erm.. after finish my IPD project 1 we get our project 2 and started to do but this time is quite gd because i get to team with roy,ah seng, lao yang and qi xian out of 4 of them 3 are very gd and they really helps alot and because of that we finish our configure part already is quite fast i think we might be able to finish everything quite soon and need nt rush =)

During this time I work quite hard for my flash mini project. Im nt sure weather i did well or nt but at least I put in my effort in it and juz hope the result is gd.. :)

on 20 nov i gone to auntie winnie house and but my hair erm.. change a new hair style donno izzit nice or not haha but nvm quite happy with it can le.

Although look quite unfriendly but ppl who know we knw can le xD lolx .

Donno y recently keep feel very lonely really have the feeling to find some1 and love.. some1 to accompany me to occupied my heart to clear the unease feeling... its really very hard to resist this kind of loneliness I really hope that someone will come...

I think thats all le bah lolx quite a long entry can say the longest till now lolx xD haha erm.. as usual hope everything went well to me and to the ppl around me xD

2007-10-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

Hello it have been a month since my last entry have been posted actually nth much happens juz tt I happen to stay at hm for the past 1 month rotting...
Anyway for the past week juz have been going sg play deck n bball at hm then watch show play dota Im sick of this kinda of life lucky its coming to an end...anyway today wasnt very happy keep get irritated by my frens asking for my msia fren for a game but in the end nv cause all of them really like to drag n drag n some others didnt come online is like wtf u all ask me to organise i organise le u all drag or fuking put my aeroplane damn irritated by tt lo damn it damn vex always like tt either each side say wait i have to do all the bloody explanation then keep say sry so on n so fore is sort of like i asking for trouble like tt zzz...
By the way school restarting very soon the coming monday first day of a new sem hope this sem do well so do all my frens...Didnt feel very happy even thou tml getting new hp maybe due to those fuking things bah I think best is nt to organise anymore only asking for trouble...

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2007-09-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

Woot~quite long nv update le is really time to update le anyway recently keep working but from now going to very slack le no job le.. the past weeks I have been working in PC fair selling Asus laptop and also going to KL help my dad work in a travel fair..

Working in KL Matta Fair xD

My favourites place in room xD

Anyway for the past few days staying in hotel because working in KL with my dad anyway working for my dad was quite slack he keep calling me to go take a break or rest really quite free working there lolx haha anyway must really thx to June if nt I think I will bored to death over there nth to do lolx thx her frm accompany sms lolx

Erm.... really bored nth to do 1 word SIAN =_=" haiz donno gonna do wat this few days anyway got sth to worry abt is my sem result zzz will be holy shit le 14 sept result come out.. donno will how kinda of worry haiz no used thinking so much bah sian~~~

Sian think end here le bah bye cya zzz

2007-08-29T05:39:00.000+08:00

I'm here again =) donno y I cant fall aslp and because of that I'm here to do some small update ^^
Recently juz finish my sem exam, dun really knw i can do well or not this time dun really have confidence..On last fri the last paper of the sem has ended and after that me roy ah seng lao yang n eric actually decided to go clubbing as eric nv gone to it b4 but in the end due to sth we change to KTV..That day meet b4 meeting them I gone to aunty winnie house and have a hair cut with adrian n kp thx to them I ended at hm onli after 6 Zzz lolx but is ok la juz waited for 2hr+ ONLY! lolx Anyway after reach home onli have time to put my bag n bath then have to go out again le to meet roy they all we meet at 9 and walk walk eat then play pool awhile till 11++ then we go to cineleisure K Box.. we sang all the way till 6 am but roy n lao yang left at around 3 am because they have to work in the afternoon..first time go sing sing quite alot of song as usually I go i didnt sing much because my singing was bad really bad my voice really cannot make it lolx but tt day sang quite alot lolx donno y haha maybe too little ppl bah haha.. monday me n ah seng go to the asus breifing then later have to go another briefing too as we are working for the pc show this coming thur to sun hope that thing will went well ^^
Think I ending here le bye

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2007-08-12T03:46:00.000+08:00

woo... It have been almost a month since I last blog le lolx really kinda of long I think if it wasn't alan I think till now I think never think of update haha... OK think is time to make some update of the event recently happened..
Erm... firstly start with sch bah. recently I finished all my lab test and also my AOOP final theroy like always all the stun come out lolx dun think I can really do well this time really feel that I need a booster to boost me up because I really dun have the strength to work hard, where have all my motivation gone too really wonder haha....
Friend wise think still ok bah didnt have drastic changes but something make me really shocking was yq sms me to go play basketball although he called me due to too little ppl(as what he say) but still kinda of happy cause at least they still remenber me lolx haha kinda of werid for me to say this but is like due to where I live and my school I really have very little chances of meeting them up thats y I'm happy at least they called me.. that day also saw florence and beekwoon quite happy to see them cause I think I haven been seeing them for around a year or so really happy seeing old friends.. anyway that day was fun and thanks bk that jio them ^^
Now this part will be easy haha as always still single and lonely lolx xD anyway juz im juz a loner so already get used to it lolx haha.. I end here off le bye cya again xD

2007-07-18T01:26:00.001+08:00

HELLO xD lolx sry im getting lazy again since I have lifted a big load off haha anyway last friday nite was quite successful lolx although in the beginning quite alot of things cork up lolx but we manage to finish it n end it on time lolx after that I have been keep slacking till then lolx haha then today see alan's blog make me think "ok, is time to blog le long time nv blog" haha so thx to alan xD if nt I donno till when then I will update lolx

Clan EvG(Top roll: me,joe,huar Btm roll: fan,bin)

First clan photo although alot not here but at least we got afew of us lolx haha thx alot for coming to my event lolx really appreciate them xD lolx hope our clan n our frenship nv end xD

Ok think I end here le haha bye I will update again xD cya

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2007-07-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

Hello xD lolx here i am lolx

To start with a great news my I&E thing seems to be going finally well lolx permit done among of ppl done almost everything done lolx very happy at least a big load lifted off from me feeling much lighter now lolx haha Oh ya and also must say out ytd nite is the birth of our clan call EverGlory(EvG) lolx finally make our own clan le lolx also congratz to bin he get the most vote n now his our leader our lao da lolx haha..think nth much le ending here cause have to settle the ppl who is coming to my nite cycling xD lolx hope everythings goes well for me n every1 i knw xD lolx

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2007-07-02T02:20:00.000+08:00

First I'm starting with FUCK THE BLOODY ASSHOLE I&E... the fucking things cause me damn fucking stress and irritated...Now i got tones of problems first is the lacking of ppl joining second is the collection of money third is im BLOODY LACKING OF TIME!!!! fuck fuck fuck damn it la stupid asshole module really fucking stress up now damn f zzzz now getting stupid reasoning zzz omg i really fuking no idea how am i going to do it now damn it la fuk it zzz fucking long nv like this le damn it FUCK IT!!!

2007-06-29T03:47:00.001+08:00

Hello, juz a small update of recent happenings lolx if nt going say i nv update again le xD so die die must have new post xD =pp
ok to start with my CT result as expected didnt did very well onli my DEL seems abit better the other 2 haiz get so low nth to say le and my AOOP haven get back yet later getting bad hope it wont be too"ugly"..kinda of stress T-T anyway finally my I&E project have abit of improvement finally we have send the email n police permit n now is getting the bike shops and the amount of ppl settle hope got gd respond if nt going to die le T-T..
erm..other matters still going alright lo nth much happen n as usual my love life haha still none lolx xD kinda of jealous of hong lolx so gd lolx haha juz hope he will jio dao tt gal haha lolx
Oh ya almost forget today heard quite a sad news from sandy heard that mrs lester has dead, I donno wat happen but kinda of sad although i didnt like her when she teaches me but lets have a moment of silent for her as she spended so much time n effort teaches me n my frens...
OK think I ending here le bye cya going to prepare for sch soon lolx haha cya xD

2007-06-20T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hello lolx haha soooo long nv update le and tts y now im here to make a small update of wat had happen recently lolx although is nth much haha
Erm.. after finish my CT feeling quite down as I dun think I will do will which causes me to be quite stressful and also because of my I&E projects >.< till now still haven settle down.. then for my holiday all i do was slack n slack n slack do nth much actually except on the sat i go ton at aaron house as hes going off to au to study quite sad as going to miss a fren to go back n fore to sch again le and on last sat which it was fathers day me aaron kp adrian n pat go to a funfair actually we do nth much there then ending up at ks playing lan lolx haha then ytd go sentosa with roy ah seng orange yun xian angie vinc eric kuan feng n jack we had fun and thx to tt n now im having a burning sensation on my shoulder n back lolx im sure others are having too lolx haha anyway tml going back to sch for in3 make up lesson then go out with eric n rhea hope tml will be a great day xD lolx haha
I think i end here le bb cya soon xD

2007-05-29T09:17:00.000+08:00

Hi..anyway juz a small update haha cause recently i have been lazy to update lolx haha anyway today im going stay over at jackson's uncle's house to study as i have nt been studying and my comman test is reaching very soon which is next week lolx need to sudy for 4 sub lolx hope I can do well lolx and everythings will goes well xD anyway this sat going jun de bbq to celebrate his entering of army oh ya and also heard from my fren that hj and lao kian not coming because i coming haiz that bloody things past so long le still like that nth to say and also not my fault also lo zzz then lao kian also tio influence till like tt haiz nth to say forget it dun wan say le i going for my lesson le bye cya xD

Wish everything goes well,hope my frens do well too xD (ah hong jia you hor xD) =pp

2007-05-21T03:13:00.000+08:00

HELLO!! lolx sorry have been cold to u this few days and thats why im here lolx
Ok..actually nth much happen these few days except that last fri me jack n roy went to jackson's uncle's house to study.. u all will of coz think y we go there rite? haha actually that house was jackson's uncles but he currently nt in sg and he wanted to sell away that house and so jackson parents is currently taking care of it before it was sold and so we everytime will go there study lolx anyway kinda of sry of jun cause i promise to pass him the cd but ending i study with them till too late then he cant go out le so cannot pass to him ^^" ps jun xD then for sat n ytd i didnt do anything much juz play psp or lappy and tts how my weekend past lolx kinda of boring rite lolx but no choice haha ok la think till here le bb nitez xD

I change my hair colour xD

2007-05-16T01:42:00.000+08:00

Hello xD sry long time nv update u le because nth much happens to me anyway juz a small update for some recent event.. no need to mention abt sat cause im using my bloody whole day staying at home lolx whereas for sun me n my family we went to a restaurant for dinner to celebrate mother's days anyway happen happy mother's day to my mum xD although it have already past lolx haha then the day b4 which is monday i had a test but i thou it was on tues and so as expected i didnt do very well kinda of dissapointed -_-" anyway i change my hair colour to rusty red although it doesnt seems like so lolx haha personally thinking for myself i think it was not bad xD but donno how others will think xD hope u all gib me some comments xD

2007-05-10T00:17:00.000+08:00

Hi juz kinda of stress so come and update hoping that wont get so stress up get some time to have a break.. Thx to that em3b test later on now chionging like mad but still i donno how to do and now i donno hth am i going to survive for em3b zzz have to depend on jackson the pro and eric the siao le (>.<) anyway now asking kuan feng for tips as he already done his quiz although he say it was easy but hes another pro so maybe easy for him but nt for me haiz juz hope tml will do well ma i think i end here le bb cya
*Pray hard tml do well

2007-05-06T20:44:00.000+08:00

Hello xD ps so long nv update again lolx.. so now im going to update wat happen recently lolx.. On fri, damn stress xia lolx thx to tt AOOP and EM3B.. anyway more sian is after that lolx actually from last week say hao le this fri play bball but in the end most of them send me planes and rockets and so i have no choice to cancel it le haiz so sian lo then after that go 768 mac find jun and pass him cardcaptor sakuru cd to him lolx abit lame la we 2 so big guy still watch this kinda of anime lolx haha but nvm then acc jun eat then i play eo at mac then after that me jiu go hm le quite sian lo then ytd haha whole day stay at hm play com play n play n play but nt play dota is play ladder lolx haha play out of 4 to 5 rounds we onli win once lolx but quite happy at least gt win.. then today do the same thing so slack lolx do the same thing again lolx haha thats all le bye xD ^^

2007-05-03T00:39:00.000+08:00

Hello blog here i am lolx due to the demanding lolx haha keep call me update lolx haha n so up updated and the end bb lolx haha jkjk lolx anyway today went out with eric roy they all for movie at grand cathay erm.... then cinima wasnt as gd as expected lolx juz a slightly better than normal cathay cinima lolx haha anyway today we watch spiderman 3 firstly have to say the graphic was great lolx haha but think is abit too rush and also most of the time they are talking abt romances stuff lolx not much in the action due to that i supposily will rate it 4 star but now onli 3 or 3.5 lolx but overall the show was quite gd quite worth it i still will recomand every1 watch it ^^ anyway after the movie the others go kbox then i went home with qi xian as i dun really like going ktv due to my !@#$%$#@! voice and also my wallet lolx haha anyway thats the end for today haha but abit sian later 8 am lesson so early donno will late ma lolx haha hope wont lolx haha

i think i really end here le bb nitez

2007-04-30T23:25:00.001+08:00

HELLOOO!!! lolx sry so long nv update haha have been very lazy lolx haha ^^" anyway recently nth much happened juz tt last saturday i was suppose to go to sentosa with eric roy and ah seng they all but ending up i nv wake up and today tio all of them scold T-T sad xia haiz~ nvm bah.. anyway donno y these few days doesnt feel very gd quite down and do watever things also like dun have strenght like tt hope this kinda of feeling will go away soon.. tml going out with jun quan they all we are going to watch spiderman 3.. i think is one of the hotest topic this year haha waited for so long lolx haha oh ya forget today happen sth very funny haha but cannot say out wat happen and who haha cause i promise someone lolx haha so i will juz keep it for myself lolx haha =p
I think i will end here le bb ^^

2007-04-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

ELLO xD haha i have been lazy and so ytd nv update dao lolx haha ytd i slept at 9+ then wake up at 1+ by eric the gay's message and say today in3 practical lesson was being cancelled and after seeing the message then went to slp again lolx then slp all the way till 12+ 1 like tt lolx haha i was like slp for 15 hrs lolx wat a pig am i can slp for so long haha power rite lolx xD anyway today very sian the lesson suppose to start at 3 then ends at 5 but in the end it started at 3 ended at around 3.20 dotz rite zzz.. anyway then i meet adrian at around 4 going cs with him together go eat then on our way we say kp also then he tag alone and go with us.. 3 big guys eating the same food and drinking the same drinks.. we change here change there but in the end all eat the same thing lolx haha ending we eat curry chicken and drink lemon tea lolx haha which the day b4 i go with adrian adrian say it was very nice lolx haha after that we go walk walk alwhile then go hm le lolx

I think i end here le haha going back for gaming xD lolx

2007-04-23T01:54:00.000+08:00

Hello xD almost forget to update lolx haha.. today i was quite occupied i was wake up by adrian and call me go KS then i reach there at abt 2 then as usual play dota haha today not bad play 3 rounds win 2 and 1 tio fatal error lolx althou tt match we knw we lose le lolx ^^" after these 3 games we go leisure mall and watch "wild hog" the show was obviously very lame but it very funny and overall quite a good show.. then reach hm at 7.30 was dead tired but still i have my dinner and watch tv till 9 still come and play games lolx haha play till now then stop and update my small little blog lolx xD then i going to sleep le lolx and thats all for today xD bye bye xD

2007-04-22T04:14:00.000+08:00

Hello xD here I am lolx anyway today a very tiring day lolx haha first of all I woke up late then rush like mad but in the end they still later than me lolx so by every1 reach is abt 11 le then we go sing frm 11 to 2 after than then go 768 makan then bball time.. but abit unlucky it started raining juz after we finish our lunch lolx actually it was juz lightning like hell lolx haha keep hearing the thunder lolx then drag drag drag till abt 3+ 4 like that then started playing lolx haha.. alot of stupid things happen that make me laugh like mad is really funny but very hard to say out so forget it lolx.. we finish playing by 9+ 10 like tt then we found out tt xian wei bag gone missing and in the end still cannot find it so it must be some1 stolen it feel kinda of sad for him >.<>.< hai dun say abt it le.. but overall the day was fun and i enjoy it alot ^^

I think I end here le bye xD

2007-04-20T20:24:00.000+08:00

Yeah yeah finally lolx finally is week end again lolx finally can rest abit le lolx so stress xia even though is juz only the first week of the school.. My mind is like EM3B CSF AOOP DEL like all these keep spinning in my head make me so stress up lolx haha
Anyway tml going out to help zi celebrate his bday althought it have past le, consider as belated bah lolx haha actually tml plan was play bball in the morning then go party world but due to hao jie got something on and so we decided to change to tml 12 we go party world then at nite go play bball lolx also quite gd cause can dun sai tai yang lolx can sai yue liang liao lolx ^^ Oh ya tml also consider a celebration for jun,jie,jia hao,cc and etc they all because the gruads frm poly le and that means they going NS very soon and so sort of like play all they can before they go in bah lolx haha Hope tml have a gd wheather xD
I think I end here le bye xD

2007-04-19T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hello here i am again xD.. today having quite a tiring day as today can consider is totally a full day as it started with DEL in the morning at 8 then followed by EM3B after thats is CSF then lastly is FOOP opps is nt FOOP le is called AOOP now lolx study a full day was very tiring but today I learn something and it might be useful not onli in my school work but also might be implemented inside the blog skin haha..today I learn abt how to use VSB to write out a websites which it will automatically change to html format.. kinda of cool huh haha if have time i would try out but recently have been quite stress up with my sch work even thou is onli the first week of sch lolx ^^" maybe I too stupid or wat lolx so need to stress alot lolx =p
Today is also 1 of my buddy birthday and his AH ZI lolx wish him good luck in watever he do and also find his gal ASAP lolx..
Think I end here le lolx bye xD...and once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZI!!!! ^^
P.S. thx to those who tag on my board xD, u all add colours to my little blog ^^ thx

2007-04-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

weee.. here am i again lolx.. today as expected very slack whole day in sch talk cock with our lecturer only lolx actually we are discussing abt the projects we will be doing and after hours of crapping we coming out with 3 plans.. our first plan is 30 sec/1 min drawing competition, its abt we gib a theme to them and those contestants must within 30 sec/ 1 min to draw out the theme..our main aim is to let their creative mind goes wild and letting their hidden talents being discovered...2nd plan was selling scented candles and other small items for charity organization, this plan is we make our own candle and other products at a cheap price and sell them this plans actually is a 2 sided because firstly we can help charity organization and also earn so profit but this plans may not be very successful as there arent any events happening during the period so most likely it wont be used >.<>
LOLx I wrote so much le think stopping here le bye xD

2007-04-18T00:20:00.000+08:00

Omg!! Today is my very first day of bloggin lolx juz started and make some changes here n there lolx quite hard + troublesome ^^" got quite alot more things to learn hope can get a hand of it real soon lolx xD
erm... today was the second day of my second year of year 2 in poly.Very slack today although in the morning have quite a heavy lecture lolx..Later going to slack again lolx cause 4 hr of IS lolx I'm very very sure it will be very very "happening" lolx Juz pray hard that it wont be another 'picky' lecturer and hope later will be a better day ^^

Ok think ending here le lolx cause still need make some changes of the blog xD cya ^^